musings on myself and friendship.

friendship is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to ever use it.
friendship is knowing that there are some things you can't go through alone, and that you won't have to.
friendship is giving someone all of you even when you feel like you're too broken to fix.
friendship is never giving up on each other.
friendship is you and me.

i have a tendency to run away when things get deep. i have a tendency not to trust people. i have abandonment issues. i think that everyone is constantly taking what i do and making fun of me for it. i hate typing on blogger in capital letters, but do it because that's how things are supposed to be. i worry about every little thing that could ever go wrong, and expect them to do just that. i feel guilty about just about everything. i don't let myself feel emotions until they all boil over and i end up on the ground in a ball sobbing. i know that the majority of the time, most people find me really annoying. i have a tendency to attach to people really quickly, and make snap judgments about everyone. i have a low tolerance for what i perceive to be stupidity.